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Fri Jan 9, 2009, 11:25 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Tactics Remixes
  • Reading: Tactics Missions
  • Watching: Tactics Cutscenes
  • Playing: Tactics
  • Eating: Nothing good
  • Drinking: Water
It's my birthday in 5 days... I'm going to be 19.

Not really happy about it. Not really happy in general. I wish my birthday could have happened under better circumstances. My next chance at having a good birthday will make me 20 and officially "old", and thus will probably be bad.

Guess I can always look forward to being 21... then I'll already be "old," so it'll be less disappointing.

Didn't ask for any presents and don't expect any. All I really wanted was to go out to eat with my best friends... which isn't happening.

College will start soon... due to various circumstances, I got next to nothing done during my break. Maybe I'll be more productive doodling in my sketchbook during lectures...

Anyway, sorry to bother everyone with my moping and self-pity. If you're getting sick of it, I apologize... I've just been feeling really crummy recently.

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~Lunar-Draconis Jan 10, 2009, 12:39:08 AM
Awwww, I hope you start feeling better soon. ): I know how various life crud can get in the way of a good mood, and another birthday never helps. But hey, 20 isn't 'old', unless you listen to preteens who don't know any better. Most of my Nursing comerades in school are twice my age or more, they just laugh at me whenever I say I feel old turning 18. Puts things into perspective a little bit.

Speaking of school, maybe you should take a yoga class just for the heck of it if you can fit it in. I'm taking one this term because I had a timeslot to fill, and boy is it doing wonders for me. I go in stressed about tests and learning stuff and all the work I need to do, and come out 50 minutes later refreshed and ready to face the world.

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Angels and demons circle above my head, cleaving through thorns and Milky Ways...
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~Skittycat Jan 10, 2009, 9:50:49 PM
Don't worry... I'm already better. I think I was just feeling extra depressed yesterday because I didn't get much sleep... and exhaustion never helps your judgment much. But thanks for the comfort... it means a lot. :]

Yoga, huh? I've never been much into that kind of thing, but if it works for me like it does for you that would certainly make my life easier. I'll look into it... if I take it next semester, I can probably use a Yoga class to get rid of the last "Physcial Education" requirement I have... hmm.
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~Sojuro Jan 11, 2009, 4:09:02 AM
It's alright to mope. I've mot feeling so hot myself, and if posting about it in journals or blogs is your way of getting over it, then go for it.

Heck, of the 3 or 4 journal entries I've posted, all of them have been about me complaining and being mopey and stuff, so no need to feel bad about it.

Glad to hear you are feeling better though.

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"Dude, you guys won't believe what just happened to us!"

"You bored a stranger with your stupid-ass story, and he pulled out his cock and whipped you with it like a stage coach driver?"

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